have you ever wonder

Have you ever wonder,
what kind of person do you wanna be?
Have you ever reflect on,
how much have you live up to your expectations thus far?

I've always wanted to be proper and appropriate, but it is easier said than done, obviously. And I'm forever too caught up by judgments and cynicisms.

How far are you bound by the common values?
How ignorant can you be towards your conscience?

I still know what is right and wrong, but I do push out of my boundaries at times. Because of temptations. Because of greed. Because of love. But wrong is not gonna be right, and right becomes wrong sometimes. And I know I sounded contradicting,  but that's what exactly happens inside of me these days.

Sometimes, life hits you. And it is not always your fault.






ps: I just feel better after rambling randomly on my blog, yes I could do it on my personal journal, but writing requires too much strength and I'm a professional lazy bum so yeah...