Post holiday depression

Gained some weight over babe's birhtday, Christmas, and Chinese New Year, so that explains the chubby cheek above, leave me alone, it's festive season! Valentine's Day is coming up, how many days more?... 15! Right, it should be enough for me to shed the excess oil. Not that Valentine's will take up much of my calories, but any add ons is definitely bad and fatal, so yes. This is diffidence talk, 'coz gaining weight just makes me cranky one way or another.

And now I start to doubt my ability in doing everything. Damn! Why does being skinny have to feel so good?!

Anyways, I just wanna ramble for a lil' bit, and this would be weird to be written down in my personal journal, because if it's on my diary, I would feel very embarrassing when I read back, but if I blog about it, what are the chances that I'd look back at my posts? Unlikely, so...yeah *rolled eyes*

So, call me fat if I fail to lose any weight after Valentine's! OKAYYYYYY, that, is obviously a joke. Don't be mean. Lol.

Okay bye.