Howdyyyyy!!!!!! XD
So I guess this is the first time I am jet-lagged? IDK, but I slept at 7pm and woke up at 4am. I guess that's a jet-lag, right? lol 'coz this is also my first to not sleep throughout the whole plane journey. I am simply not a fan of plane rides :S
So I woke up at 4am, which is a practice that I didn't undertake for quite some time since Aber. So waking up at this ungodly hour reminds me of life in Aber.
Beach in Aber
The very recent me.
IDK how far I've changed from then, and IDK how much I've missed/ not missed those days. IDK really. But the atmosphere this morning startled me a lil', that's sure. 'Coz everything seems so similar. And I'm not convinced that I like that.
Anyways, I brought along with me my old hand-written diary, because I wanted to make this room my room, so I brought along my whole previous life with me. Hahh. Just kidding. I just thought it would be fun. Well yes I have millions of hand-written diaries in existence, because I usually write away my negativity, can you tell? Hahhha.
Unfolding the contents, it just occurred to me that I have a few wishes planted at the back of my head that I never recalled. Thank God I brought it along!!! Now that I remembered, I am energized :)
On the other hand, I also found something that I wrote when I was in the peak of negativity. It should be...4 years ago? So the language sucked big time but please just excuse it? You're the best! lol
It is human nature
to crave for the future
to neglect things held in hand however
such selfish creatures
It is human nature
to yearn for sun in the Winter
to moan about the sun in the Summer
such a selfish creature
It is human nature
to hope for flowers in Autumn
in Spring, ignore the wonderful green garden
such a selfish creature
It is human nature
wanting to live with serenity
yet bombarding the humanity
such a selfish creature
Look at the inconsistent and very inappropriate languages, I almost fainted :S Oh well, that's alright, because I am lame like that hahh :D
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